Saturday, July 17, 2010

Life Out of Balance

Last night, I watched Koyaanisqatsi for the second time since college. I had forgotten that it had been finally released on DVD sometime in the 2000's (or I would have gotten a copy for myself then. Instead, I checked out a copy from the finest library system in the nation, Columbus Metropolitan Library). Two things enhanced the experience: the first was alcohol (Maker's Mark over ice if you care), the second was my remembrance of the first experience.

I was in college in the late '80's and early '90's, and sometime immediately before the first Gulf War, some left-wing organization there (rarer than in other schools; I cherish the experience of going to school where I did, but I do often refer to it fondly as "Republican State University") had a showing of the film in some large lecture hall in one of the liberal arts buildings, which has probably been torn down by now to make room for yet another building to house the business or teaching colleges. Anyway, I was looking forward to the movie, if for no other reason than I knew who Philip Glass was, via Errol Morris' The Thin Blue Line, seen on PBS when I was a teenager (another story for another time).

I don't think I was expecting to have the experience that I did. I thought I would be seeing a ninety-minute music video with some vague ecological message; what I got was a metaphorical trepanning. It's difficult to say exactly why it struck me so hard; I think that it was the fact that the music and visuals had been matched with such care and attention. Not in a gimmicky way, in the sense that every two-bit Fourth of July fireworks display is carefully timed so that it will climax when Lee Greenwood sings the last bit of "God Bless the U.S.A.", but in the sense that it's hard to tell whether Philip Glass was composing to the visuals, or Godfrey Reggio and Ron Fricke (the director and director of photography, respectively) were filming to the music. At least that's what I remember, that and so much of the evening visuals (the famous shot of the moon rising behind the skyscraper, the people walking the streets at night and staring out the camera, etc.)

Twenty years later, and under the influence of one of the Commonwealth of Kentucky's finer exports, I saw things completely differently. I now think that Reggio and Glass are often working at cross purposes in Koyaanisqatsi. For one thing, I've seen the "sequel," Powaqqatsi (which I remember as a depressing ode to how much happier the rich first world would be if we could just be more like the happy poor brown people, which is, honestly, a bull's byproduct). I have, so far, avoided the third film in the trilogy, Naqoyqatsi, and don't plan to view it until I retire to Appalachia to live in a small cabin and, possibly, smoke crazy amounts of pot. Anyway, it is apparent that Reggio definitely has an agenda with Koyaanisqatsi, and Glass doesn't. When Reggio shows buildings being blown up, and piles of rubble, and mushroom clouds, and casino waitresses in uniform being forced to stand still and smile like professionals for what seems like ten minutes (a bit that reminded me of Andy Warhol's films), just to make the point that "our" life "calls for another way of living," Glass' music is just as majestic, otherworldly and detached as when Reggio is showing clouds billowing at high speed and shadows flowing across desert canyons in the first "nature is great" part of the movie.

I suppose one could argue that this is because Glass' music is gimmicky and all sounds the same anyway, but I disagree with you on principle there, since I have enjoyed his music for twenty years and have no trouble telling one piece, or opus, apart from another. (Case in point: I've rewatched The Illusionist recently, and the music is so different from this that it's as if there's two different guys named Philip Glass out there composing soundtracks.) It's pretty clear to me that Glass, regardless of his personal feelings in the matter, was seeing images to compose to, and Reggio was seeing symbols of his, Reggio's, point of view.

So, you could, conceivably, see this movie as an ode to technology, rather than a warning against it. You might or might not make Godfrey Reggio grind his teeth (he actually seemed like a nice enough guy in the interview portion of the DVD), but I think it's one way to view this movie. It seems to me that this is because Glass' music doesn't care one way or the other, and this is what gives the movie its tension and its ambiguity and what makes it a memorable viewing experience. Well, that and the moon rising behind the skyscraper, which is still the most fantastic thing I've seen in a movie ever. (I remember some "oohs" from the audience the first time I saw it. Maybe you can do that with a computer program now, and it's not quite as impressive. It was to me.)

But is it a "great" film? A masterpiece? Don't ask me. I can't judge a masterpiece for crap, since I'll always prefer watching Blazing Saddles to whatever won the Oscar last year. (Although I will say that Ron Fricke had the Oscar stolen from him the year Koyaanisqatsi was released. I don't care what movie won best photography that year, it wasn't as good.) I do know that I'm going to check Amazon to see if Koyaanisqatsi is still available for less that one million dollars. You know, maybe I'll even see if Powaqqatsi is available from the library too. I've changed as well over twenty years, so you never know.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

So, she got a job and then the problems started.

So, good news and bad news.

The good news: I am no longer an unemployed layabout! Good for me, I guess.

The bad news: My new job has no benefits (it is a long-term temp position). Today, I got my first billing statement for COBRA and nearly choked on my own tongue. I foresee a second job in my future, which is fine really since I'm not dating anyone (see: previous) and could stand to eat less and move around more anyway. I imagine that job won't have any benefits either, but at least I will be able to pay for COBRA that way.

I haven't had anything thrilling happen to me the last few weeks otherwise. I don't really foresee anything thrilling happening to me ever again at this point, but that may be mild depression due to previous events (see: previous). Or this is where I was before, and after the mild euphoria of two weeks or so, it feels like depression.

Not terribly exciting, but I did promise to keep this blog updated, excitement or not. So there you have it.

Tuesday, June 08, 2010

Well, so much for that.

Yeah, the dating thing didn't really end that well. At least I didn't cry when he told me he wasn't really interested. And I didn't get mean either! So, I guess I win the moral victory. Or something.

Right now, I'm concentrating on reading biographies of women who could have any man in the world that they wanted but were still miserable (right now, Ava Gardner). I think that's the way for me to go right now; it'll stop the self-pity fest that I've been on the verge of for the last week or so. It's funny, though, I still rerun everything I did with him -- the emails and the dates themselves -- in my head, as if I could have done something differently. It doesn't matter, and it's ultimately not doing me any good to do it, because if someone isn't interested in you romantically, they're not interested and there's pretty much nothing you can do, short of changing your pheromones, that's going to make a difference. Or that's what I tell myself. It has the added advantage of possibly being true.

I did get a visit from the William James in my head in a dream last week, who offered me a hankie and patted me on the shoulder as I cried. It was nice of him to take the time to try to make me feel better, and I'm always surprised when one of America's great geniuses pays me a visit in my dream world. (Better him right now than the Graham Greene in my mind!)

Love stinks, yeah yeah, etc.

Monday, May 24, 2010

So, the last time I went on a date was two days ago.

But before that, the last time I went on a date, the year began with a 1. So I'm not overly familiar with this weird combination of happy, sad, nauseous and slightly angry. Is this just being happy and sad and angry and possibly eating too many French fries at one sitting, or does it mean something else?

And what does it mean when you take out a business card and moon over it several times a day? (Sunday night, I was literally taking it everywhere, so I've gotten better.) Actually, I'm going to answer that: getting all googly eyed over someone's business card makes me an idiot. Which would be par for the course with me and romance.

And, no, I don't know how the other party feels. He stayed for three hours, paid for lunch, laughed at my jokes, went "awwww" when I showed him a picture of the cat, and complimented my backside. I think this is good, but since the last time I went out to a restaurant with a date, the dude stiffed the waitress and I had to pretend I had to pee in order to go back in and leave her a tip, maybe I don't know what a good date is. Even if all of the above means nothing to this other party, and it all goes nowhere fast, I have to say it was nice to feel beautiful for three hours.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Hey! I'm back! Consider yourselves warned.

I wish I could post that Cthulhu picture again since I don't have much more to say, although it is still my belief that the Great Old Ones still have a, er, tentacle or two in the running of this state, and I don't understand why I kept mentioning Orlando Bloom so much four years ago. Man, I wish I knew where my mind was at then... I do have some theories though. I will test them and let you know.
I just watched the movie Peeping Tom and episodes of The Muppet Show before and after. That made the movie even more disturbing and is actually something I would recommend doing if you, my one faithful reader, watch Peeping Tom yourself. Man, I don't know who had a weirder childhood, Columba Powell or me, since he spent part of his playing the younger version of a serial killer at his father's request and I spent my childhood occasionally being accused of being the childhood version of a serial killer by my classmates. At least my dad didn't ask me to do it, so maybe Mr. Powell wins that one.
What is this tag "monetize"? You mean someone would actually pay real money to read this? If so, I think it's safe to say that that person is a fool of the first order, especially since a great writer like Roger Ebert only charges $5.00 a year. What would I do, charge batteries? Wocka wocka! That Muppet Show, it rubs off on a person.
More later... again, you have been warned.

Saturday, November 18, 2006

This post is inspired by living in Columbus, Ohio, as I do, and not being a follower of collegiate sports. Those of you who are both, read at your own risk, although if you do both in moderation, the following is not directed at you.

For the last fifteen years, on the day of the "big game," I wonder what life in Columbus would be like without that game. I wonder what it would be like to walk into a store and not have at least one salesperson refuse to help you because you picked the wrong day to pull a random navy blue shirt out of the closet. I wonder what it would be like to not have to take the day off of work and stay home to ensure that one's home wouldn't be vandalized. I wonder what it would be like to take the bus on a Saturday afternoon and not be surrounded by people who wouldn't normally be caught dead taking the bus and who spend the entire time either talking about how hammered they will be in eight hours, or complaining about how icky the bus seats are. (I also wonder what it would be like to live in a city where people would actually vote for a levy to support a decent bus system... I guess I'll have to move to Dayton or Toledo to find out.) I wonder what it would be like not to have to warn people who happened to be visiting from a certain location out of state against wearing certain clothes, driving their own vehicles, telling anyone their place of origin or carrying any valuables, lest they run the risk of having their persons and property assaulted. I wonder what it would be like not to be surrounded by people who, for at least this one day, make scarlet and gray not the color of hometown pride, but of something very close to the uniform of mob mentality.

Prior to a few years ago, I admit I never had any patience with all the people who live here but constantly talk about how they're going to move to Chicago, or Seattle, or New York. Maybe, however, they talk about leaving (and some actually leave, and some of those people actually leave for good) for this reason: because even though those cities (and all cities everywhere, I'm pretty sure) have crime and pollution and corruption and assorted scary crap that is unique to their situation, none of those cities have giant masses of people who take a fricking college football game so damned seriously. Now, I'm going home to Surtsey Island, Ohio, to watch The Apartment and They Might Be Giants, and not a single character in those movies is suddenly going to break out in a chorus of "OH! IO!" or mention a single thing about illicit sexual contact with a wolverine or with the state of Michigan. Who's with me?

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

I love me a survey! And I've been inspired by Jacklyn, so... here's more information about your little Islander.

A. 4 jobs I have had in my life
1 – Kroger – Bakery/deli. Not a thrill, but I did work there six months without slicing my thumb in the meat slicer, which I gather is an accomplishment.
2 – Borders – Five plus years of more workplace politics than I thought I could stand. I didn’t have any weird stalkers, but I did at one point shelve the business and science section and constantly had men asking me, “Who really shelves this section?” Why, the little lady right here, dipstick.
3 – WorldCom – Yes, Bernie Ebbers laid me off and all I got was a lousy... actually several items of clothing. They never wanted us to go naked. Other than the clothes and the excellent friends I made there, the best part of having worked there is when MCI calls me now and I say, “You all laid me off, do you really think I’m going to switch to your phone service?” Beats “I’m not interested, thanks.”
4 – The place I work now, which I will not dignify with putting its name in my blog. Ever. Even after I’ve quit and have gone on to a far better, cooler job.

B. 4 movies I would watch over and over
1 – They Might Be Giants
2 – North by Northwest
3 – Blazing Saddles (I have been known to hum “I’m So Tired” at work)
4 – I guess I don’t really watch that many movies! I used to say Breakfast at Tiffany’s but now Mickey Rooney’s character makes me want to punch the television screen and break my fist, so guess not. Now there’s a movie that *should* be remade if only to take his character completely out. I don’t know how you could replace Patricia Neal, though, since she’s perfect in her part.

C. 4 places I have lived
1 – My hometown which shall remain nameless, for pretty much the same reasons I won’t name where I work
2 – Bowling Green, OH
3 – Columbus, OH
4 – hmm, maybe I need to expand my horizons a little

D. 4 TV shows I love to watch
1 – Numbers
2 – Whose Line is It Anyway? (English and American versions)
3 – Antiques Roadshow
4 – perhaps I also need to watch more television!

E. 4 places I have been on vacation (as an adult)
1 – Athens, OH (due to having lots of friends there)
2 – Montreal (my favorite)
3 – Washington, DC (not my favorite, especially in August)
4 – Frankenmuth, MI (going back again in a few weeks)

F. Websites I visit daily (a few times a week)
1 – cinematical.com
2 – guardian.co.uk
3 – mojo4music.com
4 – defamer.com (my guiltiest pleasure, especially the parts where they’re trying to guess the subject of Ted Casablanca’s blind items, and naming all the idiot celebrities that have been spotted in LA. I love that crap, as Lynx will tell you)

G. 4 of my favorite foods
1 – India Relish from Trader Joe’s (with naan bread)
2 - Thin Mints, with a glass of milk, at 2 AM
3 – homemade vanilla ice cream
4 – sesame chicken

H. 4 places I would rather be right now
1 – anywhere that’s not work
2 – hiking through Scotland (not that I’ve actually been to Scotland, but it’s always sounded cool)
3 – hanging out with my friends in Dayton or Athens
4 – in Montreal, looking out over the St. Lawrence

And hopefully I won't blow my blog up by updating it two days in a row...